What can we do but continue to pray without ceasing for patience and for this wait to end. I know our pain is nothing as deep as the pain of the abandonment will be for Jailyn. She does have her forever family waiting and loving her from afar. There is so much hope for the future. However it does not fill the constant void for me and the reality we still have so far to go. We are about to embark on Paperwork #3 to renew all documents for our adoption. It brings the pain of remaining the same in this journey and always in the state of wait and still childless to the surface now doing another round of paperwork and the wait getting longer. I hope she comes in 2010. My optimism only goes so far without referrals going on over a month now. Come January it is 4 long years in this journey and it ain't over. Hopefully we will get the heck out of March 2006 and move on to April 2006.
PRAY!!!!!!
No comments:
Post a Comment